Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Battling Demons

Today marked Week 4 Day 1 of the Couch-to-5K program I've been following.  And it was a hard one.  After the warm-up, 3 minutes running, 1.5 minutes walking, 5 minutes running, 5 minutes walking, repeat.  I made it through the first two intervals, but after the second 3 minutes I was burning.  The second 5 minute interval I had to take several breaks, which amounted up to about a minute of walking.

I'm mad at myself for it.  I should have done it.  I did the first 5 minutes, why couldn't I do the second?  I shouldn't beat myself up, I know.  In the past few weeks I've improved so much in my physical ability, much more than I thought was possible.  I also made several mistakes today.  I went running much later than usual (my usual time is around 6-6:30 am, and today I went at 11:30), without having eaten anything to build up my reserve of carbohydrates.  It's no wonder I tired out.  Still, I won't make that mistake again Thursday.  I will not be weak.

Despite all that, I am proud of myself.  I'm glad I've progressed this far.  I bought my very first pair of real running shoes last week, and they feel great.  I've started counting calories and bought a scale, and I've already lost a pound in the last week.  If I can continue on my current path, I'll be well on my way to living a healthy, active lifestyle.  My goals for myself in the coming weeks are to continue C25K as planned, further develop my nutritional plan to ensure I have the proper energy to exercise, and also begin incorporating some different exercise activities into my off-days.  I haven't decided exactly what other types of exercises to do though.  There's so much information on the internet, I wish I could just get a personal trainer!

Anyway.  After writing my frustrations and goals, I'm actually feeling better about myself.  Thanks.  So until next time...

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Up and Running

Literally.  This week I have been up and running.  Me, the most unathletic person in the world, the girl who even in elementary school hated "Monday Run-Day" on the track ... I have gone running, and enjoyed it, twice this week.

I've started a beginner running program, Couch to 5K (or C25K).  I downloaded a free app on my phone (C25K Free for Apple or Android users), and just decided to try it out.  It's a great program so far; it works to gradually bring you from a sedentary lifestyle to being able to run a 5K distance in 8 weeks, running 3 times a week.  You start off with a 5-minute warm-up walk, and then, at least for week 1, complete 20 minutes of intervals, 60 seconds jogging, and 90 seconds walking.  Then one more 5-minute cool-down walk, and you're done.  The first day was hard.  My diaphragm was aching.  My lungs were burning.  My legs were straining.  But I did it.  And boy did that cool shower feel good afterward.  Today I completed Week 1 Day 2, and it was remarkably easier.  Not easy, but definitely easier.  I found myself, as I neared the ends of the 90-second walking intervals, wondering when the jogging would start because I felt ready for it.  My next run will be Saturday, and I'm already looking forward to it.

Yesterday also marked the second week of which I have been participating in Lent; I decided to fast from meat and soda.  I am proud to say I have been successful!  I've been trying new vegetarian recipes, really pushing myself to incorporate more vegetables into my diet.  My body is my temple, the only place I have to live on this earth, and I need to treat it right.  After two weeks of a strictly enforced better diet, and now running thrown into the mix, I think I'm taking some pretty good steps toward better overall health and wellness.

Oh, and this past weekend I took my Dachshund Toby to our second ever field trial; he placed!  I was so proud of him, being able to display his natural talent for hunting, doing what his ancestors were bred to do.  I also met and networked with a lot of really cool people, and plan on continuing even after we move to The City.  (Which by the way, is only 4 months away now!  Yay!!!)

Anyway.  Life is good right now.  Jam-packed busy, but good.  School is in full-swing, but soon enough I'll be moving on to the next chapter in my life.  I can't wait!  So until next time...