Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Battling Demons

Today marked Week 4 Day 1 of the Couch-to-5K program I've been following.  And it was a hard one.  After the warm-up, 3 minutes running, 1.5 minutes walking, 5 minutes running, 5 minutes walking, repeat.  I made it through the first two intervals, but after the second 3 minutes I was burning.  The second 5 minute interval I had to take several breaks, which amounted up to about a minute of walking.

I'm mad at myself for it.  I should have done it.  I did the first 5 minutes, why couldn't I do the second?  I shouldn't beat myself up, I know.  In the past few weeks I've improved so much in my physical ability, much more than I thought was possible.  I also made several mistakes today.  I went running much later than usual (my usual time is around 6-6:30 am, and today I went at 11:30), without having eaten anything to build up my reserve of carbohydrates.  It's no wonder I tired out.  Still, I won't make that mistake again Thursday.  I will not be weak.

Despite all that, I am proud of myself.  I'm glad I've progressed this far.  I bought my very first pair of real running shoes last week, and they feel great.  I've started counting calories and bought a scale, and I've already lost a pound in the last week.  If I can continue on my current path, I'll be well on my way to living a healthy, active lifestyle.  My goals for myself in the coming weeks are to continue C25K as planned, further develop my nutritional plan to ensure I have the proper energy to exercise, and also begin incorporating some different exercise activities into my off-days.  I haven't decided exactly what other types of exercises to do though.  There's so much information on the internet, I wish I could just get a personal trainer!

Anyway.  After writing my frustrations and goals, I'm actually feeling better about myself.  Thanks.  So until next time...

No comments:

Post a Comment